Friday, 12 October 2012

I can Love you more than this !!




The morning was as usual  "hot " with those  flakes  filling the rooms with burning sensation ...Kunwar ...again sleeping with his eye's totally shut ...his hairs playing with the lines over his  forehead ...
But his calm face got disturbed ...
Its his ~FM  alarm ~ *sigh*

Radio * FM* 108.9
"Good mooorning Mumbai ...
So here's another day ...calling all the sleeping creatures to jump up n fly ..
The sun is  up ...its " hot " n so  is   the  the days  now ...
So to beat the heat ... I m here ...the cool friend of your's
"Prerna "
So lets start our day ...with listeners requests ...
So the first request is ... ohh... name is not mentioned but there is a message ...

* " For my sleeping Monster " *

So we play this song for "Sleeping monster " ( giggles)
And the song is  ..."Khuda jaane frm movie  ...( Bachna-e-hasseno) "
''''''
And the song played ...

His eye's were open now ...
It was like a "dream " going on ...that song  re-arranged all those memories in front of his eye's ... A sweet smile swept over his face ...
"It's  her "

" MONSTER !!!! :o (giggling ) ...  pagal kahin ki " he said ...

 He woke up with all his tiredness  left in those  fold's of the bed-sheet ..

Checked his cell phone ... a message ...
"CALL TIME = 11:AM   wake up !! "

The message was from some one from the d3 unit ...
And that song request was  from ..."SHAKTI " ..

 *its 9 ...*
He quickly got up .. freshen up ...breakfast ... packed his stuffs ... n left for shoot ...
He loved driving ... watching all other cars  getting behind him ... n he himself ahead of all ...
The day was quite "hot" but soothing
He  reached set-up ..  .. and headed towards his vanity wan ...
He asked for others call time but ... it was only him there "alone "
"Where are co-actors  ??" he asked
"Sir their call time is different "  he got  this answer ...

He got into Rey's shoes ...
A lot off  weird things were happening
"None of the co-actor is here "
" No *SCRIPT* given  ...till yet "
" ..."
He just headed  to shooting arena with no clue What he is supposed to do today ...
He saw the set-up ...
Its was corridor ... with  those air blowers..
"Blowers ??? aaj look look hawa hawa ...akele krunga kya " he gave a thought ...
"Kunwar  .. aaj bohot important scenes karne h tumhe .. your co-actor will be here ...
__________ ________ _____ _________ you have to  act as if "watching her you are back to life " fine !!! n ya after a minute of l.l.h.h you have to hug her ...*tigh* ... n yes you have to cry ...cry a lot ...as if you have met your life after ages ..." director instructed kunwar ...everything ( but m not writing ol dose instructions here .. as kuch suspense b to ho ;p )
And he nodded in acknowledgement
Ahhh there is she .."On time like always " ..director said
Kunwar tried to  explore who she was ...but  *sigh*  "MAKE UP artist was covering his view  " 
"Vrinda hogi ..."he gave another thought ..

"ALL set ... so ..." director said
-------------* ACTION *-------- ( so here kunwar is in rey's shoes ...)
(kunwar) Rey  was  steeping into that busy corridor  .
Then a girl wearing a peach colored  off shoulder top n denim shorts stepped towards him with her head low , probably reading those scribbled letters in that  bunch of messy sheet of paper  ...
and then ..

* Bamnnn*

They collide ...with kriya  ( shakti ) in rey(kunwar's ) arms ...

Kunwar was speechless though he can't even speak anything ...

"SHAKTI .!!!!!!! tum yahan " he talked to self ...

A strong sensation of excitement was running down his spine but he handled the situation  very  professionally ...

He diverted those sensation to his other side n made them come out in form of rey's thoughts ...

He was numb to see her ... her long lashes ... her sparkling eye's ..shit !! they had water too

Her curved lips ... today they were pink ... glossy ...soft ...attractive ... yummy ...

With those blowers blowing their hairs ...

Her hairs were bit long by now ...he noticed ... n she had loosed weight too ...

He held her from her waist still hanging up with her ...
The feeling was refreshing ..
Their eye's were wet .. though it can  happen also because of dry air around them due to those blowers ...

"Shit !!! this crap sound of blowers  is  disturbing !! let me concentrate .. at my "Mermaid "

Yes she was  like  a "Mermaid "  ,  when she use to approach any  heart ...  and that heart  * melts *  but before that heart could reach her ...she would already  reached too far ... and that heart  had to walk  long miles to catch this sparkling shine ...

* Damn ... she is still like before but  now she is ...*

^  He is still like that ...!! that old one  .. not changed a bit ... but now .. m impressed  by his acting skills ...he cries so perfectly ... but my tears are real one kunwar  ^

-------* CUT *------

The shot was  finished but their real look look hawa hawa was not ..!!

director again said  * CUT *

They broke out  ...

"WAT !! an shot ... seriously you guys did your best ... trust me ... this episode will definitely rock !! " director said ...

"Thankq sir " they said ...

*  Shakti's room at set's *

" OMG!! shaks ... what a surprise ...!! tum yahan wapas ...aur vo bhi show pe .??" he said with full excitement ...

"Haan main yahan wapas aur vo bhi show me ..(wide smile ) kal subah   india aa gayi thi n as ye ek surpeize tha so no one told you that i will be coming to shoot you (chuckles) " she said grrining ..

"oo to ye ghapla chal rha tha " he said *pouts*

"(giggles) haan achcha you tell me   How do I look  ? "she asked ..

In all honesty , she could have worn a plastic bag or shredded clothes  she still would have looked like an angel to him . But she did'nt knew that .

" umm ..." he didn't answered anything but made an annoying face ...

She became furious and walked towards him ...

His first instinct was to tease her , just to enjoy seeing her disappointed pout that she'd tried to hide an exasperated sigh.
Yet, at the same time , he couldn't negate the delightful shivers that ran down his spine just at  the sight  of her , nor could he ignore the dizziness in his head when he saw her walk towards him in those dangerously high heels that accentuated the curves in the small of her back , arching her sensually forward .
He couldn't pretend he hadn't  instantly registered the amazing peach dress . so simple and yet so incredibly sexy ..the second  she'd appeared at the end of the halfway or the luscious sway of her hips  as she kept approaching and the delicate  scent that emanated from her nape when she nochalantly  turned  around gathering her  raven curls up , asking him without words to help her zip her dress .

Kunwar seized the zipper and slowly made it slide along her spine , enjoying the way she ever so lightly leaned back against his chest .

"You look stunning "  he  answered honestly ..

She turned around again to face him and sent a devastating mischievous smile .

"Do I ?' she purred , parting her lips in an enticing way ,

He stepped forward .. " Some times I lie too "

"Faiine !!! " she puffed , rolling her eye's and brushing past him to grab her bag on her way out .. ...in full angry mode .. with eye's burning with flames ..

"OH !! common shaks !! I am not changing my mind you are the one ...your were the one ... n you will be the one ...the most beautiful girl in the whole world ... you are special shaks !! u r special for me ... "  he  called her holding the stairs ...from behind ..(shouting )

He took a deep breath and mechanically patted the inner pocket of his jacket ..No, way he was going to change his mind  ... shitt!!  he just said that ..

She stooped .. smiled ...turned ...gave him a look ...again turned back ... n headed towards the parking ..

He smiled ...again smiled ...and again ...followed her ..

Jesus , that woman was a challenge ..she was filling every tiniest empty space there ever was in his heart ...

Both were in the parking playing that chase game ..with those giggles ...laughs ...

He caught her "Shaks !! sab humme pagal samjhnge ..ruk toh ja ..:" he said holding his breath ...

"Kyu ...!!  Petu raam  , Sleeping monster ..itni jaldi thak gaye kya ??" she said holding his hand ..

She'd made herself unavoidable just with One touch . One look  . One smile ..


He stood straight ... caught  her from her waist .. " Achcha bachchu ...tujhe toh me abi dekh lunga ... coffee ..???"
" umm coffee '''nah ..!! " she replied ..
"  ab toh coffee peeni padegi n dat too made by me " he said with his nose up high ..

She giggled .. pushed him and took seat in "his " car ...

He loved to tease her . He loved to challenge her . He loved that she challenged him too , like no one else . And above all, he loved her sense of humour . Ahh, the sound of her laugh..
"so lets go ...meri coffee mujhe chahiye .." she said ..

"ohh!! Haan baba haan ..abhi ..haazir h mam ..!! "he said adjusting on drivers seat ..

"Salute "
*he knew what he was going to do .. he was sure ..*
They reached kunwar's home ...
Lights were off ..
" Kunwar !! ye lights off kyu h ..." she said scared ..
#silence #
No answer ...
But she could listen only one thing ...


"I'm broken
Do you hear me
I'm blinded
Cause you are everything I see
I'm dancing alone
I'm praying
That your heart will just turn around
And as I walk up to your door 
My eye turns to face the door
Cause I can't look you in the eyes and say
When I open my arms
And hold you close tonight ...
The feeling will just be right ..
Cause I can love you more than this ..

Those tears  in her eye's expressed every thought of her ...


Would you see me ?
Would you lay down in my arms and rescue me ?
Cause we are , the same
 and a reply came ...
" ... "'.
" i do "...

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