Poem : My Dark Journey ....
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I walk ahead ...
With my crumbled heart ..Having numerous folds..
Each was filled with pain and sufferings..
On a never-ending...long and lonely road .. only pain it beholds ..
Bathed in evil darkness..Not a single respite ..
High hope's are crashing ..so precise ..
Am I still alive ..???
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I walk and walk ...
So uneasiness..
Am I afraid to step further ..???
No never ..!!!! i decided..
Just keep walking ..! there will be an "End "
End to this quest ..end of this war ..
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My eye's are paining now ..
The only thing which I feel is the stubborn ground beneath ..
Those chilly flakes of wind are embracing me ..
It's cold , too cold ..
Making it hard to breathe , hard to beleive ..
Am I still alive ..???
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I walk unconditionally , undirectionally ...
I cry for a touch ...
There's no body ..just me and this darkness..
It's an hour now , and still it's dark ...
I wander ...
Am I still alive ..??
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My eye's are heavy ...My lashes now hurt ..
My heart ..??? it's still ..motionless ..
" C'mon at least you don't stop .." i prayed ..
No reply yet again ..
The emotions are full ...I need to cry out ...
This darkness is now bugging me out ..
Drinking every blood drop I had ..
Will ever this quest end ..??
M alone ...All alone ...
Wait .!! " Am i really all alone ..." i questioned ..
No you aren't ...!! , This sweet darkness is with you ..!
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Ohh!! how i loved it's company ..
This darkness eat all i had ..
My love for life ..my patience ..
My muscles, my bones' , my faith . my nerves ..
everything ..
I'm left with nothing
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My sobs went unheard ..
Lost somewhere in the air ..
Can ? anyone suck this air out of this place now ..?
I need to experience , the pain of suffocation ! Does it hurts , how .???
All my cries are lost in air ..
Each scream , Each cry ..
Where they went?? ..
I want to scream loud ..
To make my way out ..
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But with a sudden flash my quest for light finally end's..
Oh !! finally i'm heard ..
"C'mon girl wake up " my mom said ..
I opened my eye's ..
Still pounding hard ..
Those sweat droplets on my forehead were real ..
My cheeks they were wet ..
Really ..
It was the worst journey i ever had ...
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