My DARK jOURNEY ....

Poem : My Dark Journey ....

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I walk ahead ...

With my crumbled heart ..Having numerous folds..

Each was filled with pain and sufferings..

On a never-ending...long and lonely road .. only pain it beholds ..

Bathed in evil darkness..Not a single respite .. 

High hope's  are crashing ..so precise ..

Am I still alive ..???

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I walk and walk ...

So uneasiness..

Am I afraid to step further ..???

No never ..!!!! i decided..

Just keep walking ..! there will be an "End "

End to this quest ..end  of this war ..

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My eye's are paining now ..

The only thing which  I feel is the stubborn ground  beneath ..

Those chilly flakes of wind are embracing me ..

It's cold , too cold ..

Making it hard to breathe , hard to beleive ..

Am I still alive ..???

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I walk unconditionally , undirectionally ...

I cry for a touch ...

There's no body ..just me and this darkness..

It's an hour now , and still it's dark ...

I wander ...

Am  I still alive ..??

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My eye's are heavy ...My lashes now hurt ..

My heart ..??? it's still ..motionless ..

"  C'mon at least you don't stop .." i prayed ..

No reply yet again ..

The emotions are full ...I need to cry out ...

This darkness is now bugging me out ..

Drinking every blood drop I had ..

Will ever this quest end ..??

M alone ...All alone ...

Wait .!! " Am i really all alone ..." i questioned ..

No you aren't ...!! , This sweet darkness is with you ..!

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Ohh!! how i loved it's company ..

This darkness eat all i had .. 

My love for life ..my patience ..

My muscles, my bones' , my faith . my nerves ..

everything ..

I'm left with nothing 

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My sobs went unheard ..

Lost somewhere in the air ..

Can ? anyone suck this air out of this place now ..?

I need to experience ,  the pain of suffocation ! Does it  hurts , how .???

All my cries are lost in air  ..

Each scream , Each cry ..

Where they went?? ..

I want to scream loud ..

To make my  way out ..

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But with a  sudden flash  my quest for light finally end's..

Oh !! finally i'm heard ..

"C'mon girl wake up " my mom said ..

I opened my eye's ..

Still pounding hard ..

Those sweat droplets on my forehead were real ..

My cheeks they were wet ..

Really ..

It was the worst journey i ever had ...

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